we met because one of our mutual friends on twitter made a trans group chat that we were both in, and we both had a longtime mutual online crush on each other hehehe :3 there was one time that i was DJing a gig that a different one of our mutual friends was hosting and he wanted to come see me but he came too late and missed my set, but then the next time that same friend had that same event, we both spent the whole time staring at each other from across the room trying to get the other to talk to us! eventually i walked up to him and said i was wearing one of the necklaces he made and he gave me a hug but i stabbed into him with my spike collar (i had to make an impression!) soon after we scheduled a date where we got coffee and went for a walk/ picnic at the park, where we met a curly haired dog named cowboy :3
before he moved i would stay up real real late so that i could see him after he got off work (he was working at a nightclub then) and he'd come by and we'd watch planet earth and spend time together :'3 we knew pretty quickly that we were both falling in love with each other and that neither of us had ever felt so loved :')
after he moved we'd always plan out visits and spend lots of time together whenever either of us could visit each other, and we'd call pretty much every day either while i was on my break during work or in the mornings when we'd wake up or at night before bed, or sometimes two or all three of those!
life feels so much more full and more beautiful with him in it. i've never wanted to have a marriage or a family until i met him
i love him so much, he's every beautiful thing in the world to me
if you're reading this now, i love you forever and always, in every shape and color and texture you come in. you are the love of my life and the light of my life and my best and most beautiful day. i love you and also i love you <3
